my life

my saturday....

2010-09-11T19:42:00.000-07:00

Today has been a pretty good day! I kept my self super busy! I did you can say spring cleaning at the end of summer. i washed bathrooms from top to bottom, floors every single inch of flooring from carpet ta wood, walls , mirrorsm windows, and every day laundry, ed washed or bathed lil mz betty(our pug), and then I wrote my mom 2 letters!
My house smells like pine sol and febreeze tropical whatever lol!
Anywho its been a good day all around. Of course I did other things but that was the major stuff.
And I kept myself superb busy.But I dunno it is sumtin else. Not only just busy but it was pretty much a good day and I enjoyed it!

And now its time for bed and all I wanna do it curl up next ta him cuddle whatever and them just go to sleep a deeep sleep where I dont wake up 20 times in a night like I usually do every single durn night i just wanna sleep til at least 6am.... please god let me sleep til at least 6 hell even 5 am PAAAAAALEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZEEE!!! LET ME SLEEP TIL AT LEAST THEN!!! im so sick of wakin up 5 or 6 times a night starting at 1am
Will letcha know if it happens hope everyone has a good weekend!!!!

well then...

2010-09-11T07:36:00.000-07:00

I guess I talk about the same chit just about everytime I get on here =/
Same depressing chit. Didn't realize until I sat here and re read them all.
Im gonna have to change chit up and write about more stuff that aint so damn depressing
all the time!

blah...

2010-09-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

Just sitting here waiting for toopid Fed Ex ta get here. Seems to be that they are taking their sweet time!
Every other time they would of done been here crack of friggen dawn. NOT today lol.
The boys are in school. And Ed is at work. And I shall sit here. Yay =/
I sit here and say that I needa get a job or volunteer sumwhere, to get me out of the house. But then do I do it? Nope! So no ones fault but my own! I just dont have that emph to get up and go look. Or do anything for that matter than keeping the house clean and cook for the family. But thats about it.
Day ta day crap I keep up with. But to do anything for me I dont. Does that make sense? I dunno
Most days i do my thing, and then I just wanna sleep the day away to make it go faster.
Like right now waiting for fedx ta get here. Why? So I can go crawl into bed.
Im finally where I wanna b in my life, to my family and what not. But theres sumtin inside, that is wrong I guess.
I cant explain it. I just wish I could fix it already, wish i knew how to fix it for that matter.
I just hate hate feeling this way! Theres no reason for it. Theres no stressers in my life. I dont know
I know one thing it sucks!! I wish I wasnt feeling like this everyday.
dunno gonna go find sumtin to do!

summer is almost over....

2010-08-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

My boys are home now!!!!

They got back this passed thursday they have been with their dad since end of May!
So its been a long summer without them! They are still trying to adjust. They miss thier
dad soooooo much. Hes in the army and just got back from Iraq and stationed up state ny.
and we live in Indianapolis, In., so it is hard for them! And now he is moving to Hawaii.
And my oldest wants to move with him! :( he is going into the 10th grade and gonna be 16.
So its hard for me to tell him no!
So the end of this school yr. I told him if he does well he can move with his dad next summer.
Now little man dont know how to take that, cuz hes his fathers clone lol. and he wants to move 2 :(
So when he turns 14 if he still wants to live with daddy he can! :(
Hopefully by that time he will ( their dad) will be stationed sumwhere close!
One can only hope and pray!
And it just makes it that much harder for me! Cuz in one hand I feel they dont love me!
which I know they do. But its still hard!
They are with me day in and day out every single day. So I know how much they miss their daddy. But its still hard!
They are my babies!! No matter how old they get they will always be my babies!!!
I dunno anywho I think this is it for me tonight its almost 1am
and I need to get sum sleep cuz I have to b at the doctors first thing in the mornign
so I better get sum sleep!!

random

2010-07-31T13:09:00.000-07:00

my day is just so blah!
the end!

Well its official!

2010-07-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

I have Type 2 Diabetes. Just came home from the doctors office. I wish to god I didn't have it. Both my parents had/have diabetes. I'm not losing any damn weight what so ever.
That's my biggest problem right there. I need to lose this damn weight. I've cut back big time. I mainly eat just chicken and vegetables now. Cut out red meat almost all together. We hardly eat that at all anymore. I should be losing the weight. But nothing is coming off at all! I dunno what to do! Egh enough said about this topic. It sucks!!!
Anyways the boys come home in in 2 weeks now. Cant wait for them to be home. I miss them like crazy! Well my day sucks and I really dont have anything else to write about so i guess Ill stop here!

Wow a year has passed!!

2010-07-22T00:17:00.000-07:00

Wow I cannot believe its been a year already, since the last time I posted!
Alot has happened in the past yr., you can say.
Right now the boys are up in New York with their dad. They should be home in a week or so.
Cannot wait!
I miss them like crazy!!!

Lets see Buck was up here last October thru December. But him and Lisa worked things out.
THANK GAWD!!
I love my brother, don't get me wrong. But we are both very hard headed and don't take chit. So
we ended up fighting alot!! I wish we did live closer to one another. Just not in the same house!!!! LOL

I don't know whats wrong with me anymore! I feel so alone all the time, and sad! I hate this feeling soooooooo much! Its not Ed or the boys its sumtin inside me. Cant explain it, but it does suck!
Ed took me out with some well a couple he works with. Friday of my birthday. We ended up going to Joe's Crab Shack. It was nice and I had fun.minus the awkwardness I was feeling in the beginning.
But I got over that.
Then Saturday we met up with his ole boss and his wife and the couple we went out the night before with. We ended up going to Dave's and Busters. We, all cept Ed ended up getting really tipsy after all the corona's and shots of Jose and Patron. Randy(his ole boss) and I did the shots of Jose's. And his wife (Chrissy) and the couple did Jager bombs. I cannot drink that chit for chit! Yuck!
and we shot about 20 games of pool. Which is my game but I so sucked that night LOL actually we all did! Which at first or the start of the night I felt outta place. Or like I didn't fit there. But after a few shots I was like f*it! LOL.

I've been trying to quit smoking, (while I be smoking at the moment lol) and I always seem to fail!
I have no willpower I swear!
The boys are hoping I do get the will power and quit. But that don't look to promising. Well for right now anyways.

Hopefully I get to see my mom some time in the next couple months! Long long story, and not going to get into right now. But we haven't seen each other in awhile now. I'm hoping she could fly up here.
Because there is no way I can or we can fly down there right now. Cant afford it!

Well Danny pcs's to Hawaii in October. I told him next summer when I fly the boys out there we were coming out there for a week too. He don't care! lol
But Before we found that out. We made a deal all our money next yr. was going to go to the Tahoe.
Hurry up and pay that bitch off faster. But now I wanna take half and go out there. I mean come on when would we ever get the chance to do that again?
So we shall see!
Well I needa get my big ass ta bed so signing out!!

hot bacon dressing

2009-06-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

Does anyone have a recipe for this? Couple months ago, we went ta Applebee's, and I had the Shrimp Spinach Salad with the hot bacon dressing and omg! Everytime we go now thats what I get! I love that salad! And I know the basics to make it not rocket science, but the dressing I see so many different ones, on the web. And so dont know which one ta try, lol.
I guess I will continue my hunt for it!
But if anyone, has one please pass on! ")

Okidokies

2009-06-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

So this weekend we are gonna take the boys to see the new Transformers movie. Cant wait for that one! Sorry I loved the first one lol. I dont know what has got into me lately Ive been into movies, that I would never in a million years watch. I soooooooo cannot wait for Ice Age to come out. Yes Im a dork and I dont care, hell I think Im more excited then the chitlens are!

But anyways, I wanna do sumtin crafty here lately, but I nono wth I wanna do. Go figure. I so want a sewing machine,but have no place to even put it. I wanna take the little sewing classes they do like in JoAnns. So I can learn how first. Then I wanna get more into other things, but nono what. Now my passion is food, thanks ta dear ole dad.
And what I really really wanna do is go to the Chefs Academy. But Im skerred to. I cant explain it just stupid fears i get.
But then again, if I dont ever try, Im never gonna learn.
I so wanna become no, I take that back I so NEED to become more active. And start living a healthier life. Or Im gonna die alot sooner than I want to. If I dont change my bad habits. They are so durn easy to get into or start, but so damn hard to stop. It sucks!
Anywho, enuff of complainings already. I do that enough and do nothing ta change them. So might as well STFU till I do sumtin huh?

Summer break over yet?

2009-06-23T22:11:00.000-07:00

Sure needs ta hurry up, and be over with already! Im sorry,Im not one for this heat,I hate it LOL.
Yes,I do know what I am talking,about since I have lived in florida most of my life.
Between that,and these boys aggravating the piss outta each other, are driving me damn batty already!
Omg, over the dumbest things, I swear.
But, I do have to give credit,when its due. These boys have been non stop helping around the house! They so messed up! LOL
I made lil chore lists for each of them, heck they r old enough. And from what I have found on the web, what sum of these parent make their kids do! Lemme tell ya they have it made!
But they are not complaining about it one bit, and BOTH are actually following it,so cannot complaing to much LOL.
But the fighting O M G!!
talk bout over the dumbest and I mean dumbest things.
MOM, he looked at me!!!
Little Dudes Seriously???
O and yes i am doing a national lawsuit against Calgon!!! I know I been saying it for years... but them fockers take u no damn where, Your Stuck!
so yea laugh all ya want,
Well this is about it for now, Im so trying to get my butt on a schedule with getting back on here and doing my blogs like I am suppose to!

Im so bad at this...

2009-06-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

I am so bad at the whole get on here and post blogs. Look its been since March that I have been on here.
Lets see whats happened since then? Enough thats for sure!!!
The boys got out of school, Michael will now be in highschool here in August! Omg highschool!!! Thats alot ta take in right now LOL.
Um this month started with a Bang... literally! See we live in these old old old and i mean OLD apts. But its been soso we lived all the way in the back and really no one bothered us. had sum issues here n there.
And we were the only ones on our floor which is the bottom so that was great! Its only 4 apts ta each floor and theres 3 floors but still. It was great!!
Then egh I'd say 2 week, had these new neighbors n omg u can hear them all hours of the night, and the constant smell of pot all the time. Which I can care less if u smoke it, I just dont want my kids to smell the chit, and be like mom whats that? And dont want my kids around it period!!!
Then it was thursday nite, I think the 4th or first thursday of this month, We ate dinner around 7ish I know I was running soooooooo late that day LOL. anywho we just finished and went into living room, doing odd and ends things till our show SYTYCD yes u read that right I dont care I love that show haha. then we hear the fire alarm going off in our main hall...
Ed was like, Baby go to the back door to see if we can catch the lil hoodlums this time, so that tells ya we been thru this b4 with the pranks. So Im at the back door and he goes ta open the front door, and soon as he did our living room started to fill up with smoke!!!
So he screams at me to get me the kids and dogs out fast as possible and he went running out the front door before I could say anything. Which skerred me ta death!
So I scream for the boys to get out, and Im gettin the dogs out get my purse cuz it was right there n my camera cuz it was right next to the purse and headed out, on the phone with 911 the entire time. Speaking of the city of Indianapolis really needs to get sum better operators.
Not knocking down 911 operators but this one omg I will just leave it at that!
So we made it outside and my brother calls and im just a crying on the phone saying our building is on fire.
While this is all going on, Ed runs directly across the hall to the new neighbors cuz thats where its all coming from, and the ppl in there bout knocked him down running out, now they just didnt run out for safety THEY TOOK OFF!!!
Ed grabs the fire extinguisher on our floor and runs up to the other 2 floors cuts up his hand all up knockin out the damn glass to get them runs back down and tries to put out this fire, and it started at the stove, as hes trying ta fight it. It was already heading up to the walls ceiling and just a crawling way to fast for him, so he runs to all the floors to make sure everyone is out. By the time he got to the 3rd floor he said that the hallway up there was already filling with smoke, so mind yall hes been in this thick ass smoke this entire time with his hand bleeding all over the damn place. But his adrenaline was going so fast he wasnt thinking ran back down to try to fight what he could til the fire fighters got there, and took over... Which I didnt know until what a week later as we r constantly talking about it over n over n over, I had thought he got the neighbors out n ran out thru the back, but no he didnt. which in one hand Im so very proud of him, and in the other I wanted to smack him upside the head! Sorry I did!
By time he came out he looked a hot mess, would he go to the EMT's no, men can b so hardheaded at times.
Now we r all together just watching all this unfold unto us. we didnt see no fire coming outta the roof which was a good sign! But tons of smoke and them ripping into the roof, then I find out they had knocked our door in and was tearing into our main walls. knocked out every window but dannys, nono how they missed that one =/
And watching every now n then bring out photos that were on different neighbors apts and asked who they belong to n what not. We are all in a state of shock thru this entire time, and the more n more pictures they started bringing down the more n more us female neighbors were bawling. And the entire lawrence twnship fire depts were there and sum of IPS helping them, and watching firefighters coming out with these loud and i mean LOUD beeping noises come to find out it was to let them know when the air was gettin low in their tanks. but watching sum come out and drop and the EMTs rushing ta them it just skerred the piss outta us. The kids were all so terrified, Its a scene I never care to ever see in my lifetime once is enough thank you!
And not only us but most of us there were 10 families all together were mainly in our jammies.
And then told we have to go to main office in the clubhouse and wait for redcross :-O
And then we get this dumb ass cop, he was soooooo soooooo out of line. But we were all standing by our tahoe cuz it was the furthest away and plus I had the kids and puppers sit in there. Anywho this dumb dumb cop come up to us and starts screaming we need to vacate. And goes straight up to my neighbors son (which is was so stereotyping this poor kid, cuz the color of his skin) screaming at him if he does not move hes going to haul him off to jail. And he was standing there not moving cuz he was worried about his mom, he wasnt leaving her site.
She gets up n starts yelling at him what gives him the right to talk to us that way, we r the victims here we r the ones sitting here with our homes going to hell. and he had told her if she didnt shut up he was going to handcuff her to, this had all happened so fast, but then we all jumped in and was like dude, u cant do this, or talk to us this way. We had done NOTHING WRONG! Then the firechief and sum other cops with the apt ppl ran over to him telling him he better calm his ass down. There are ways to approach ppl and the way he did wasnt the way.
Well come to find out the boys uncle is a COP also. So ya know his ass got into deep crap for the chit he pulled!
Well we all get down to the office and clubhouse waiting for red cross. They had let Ed use their phones and me get on their computers so I could email everyone to let know what happened. And Ed called his boss back. cuz earlier he called him n was like dude not coming to work tomorrow our apt building is on fire, his boss laughing back r u serious? Cuz they all joke with each other n thought Ed was joking and Ed was like no put on the news ya will c it, and the damn cell goes dead. I had to stop him from chucking the phone cuz he was pissed LOL i can lol now that its all over with.
But anywho he called his boss back, by now its around midnight. His boss was like dude u and ur family are not going to a shelter on my way to get u guys now!
Which to me was so awesome! When he got there thats when red cross finally showed up. So we missed all that, til next day. So when his boss came(Randy) to get us Ed was like do ya mind driving back there to see if we can get our car now? And when Ed went to ask the fire chief was it ok to get our vehicle he said yea go ahead. cuz like i said it was the furthest out.
So we followed Randy to his house, and lil man wanted to ride with him lol. It was honestly to cute, so he made a new friend lol. And then the next morning shoot few hours later, we came back to the complex cuz honestly we had no where else to go, all of our family lives in either florida, georgia ,NY and NJ. so we had no where to go. and plus we needed to find out wtf is gonna happen now.
Well they had found us all new apts to move into. And then they gave us a # for red cross so we could call them. cuz night b4 they told them there was another family, but they had sumone to come get them, to give us help also.
Which now I am a firm and I mean a FIRM believer and supporter for Red Cross. Because if it wasnt for them we would of been hurting soooooooooo bad.
So we were able to get sum new clothes, food, blankies n what not til we were able to see what we could salvage n what not. Which we were suppose to do that day,(friday) But the fire inspectors and city code dudes said there was no way anyone was gettin in that building it was just to dangerous! That we would all have to wait til the next week!
None of us got hurt that was the main thing. But we were all living in the fear that every single one of us had lost everything, either from smoke,water, or fire damage. everyone got affected by this.
Coming to the neighbors that TOOK OFF, every last one of us that lived in that building wanted to, I'll b nice and say hurt them, lol! Not for the fire, accidents happen, but for uping and leaving, that there makes u look guilty, and hiding sumtin.
And come to find out it was a grease fire on the stove, and the chic poured water onto it which all that did was fuel the damn thing! She had tried to blame on she was baking nuggets in the oven and a wire sparked and started the fire. Which was a complete lie, Ed had already knew that from what he had tried to fight, and then the fire inspectors had ruled it a damn grease fire! So what they had to haul ass on n hide, still dunno, but they did get found on neglectance(sp). for uping and leaving the way they did.
Jackasses is all Im gonna say to that subject!
So we finally made it into our apt either that monday or tuesday. dont remember. and Everything looked good from first glance. We thought yes we can save it just needs to b cleaned which they did for us. And then they got movers to go in and pack our stuff and move it into new apt. But that didnt happen till last friday finally. by then lemme just tell ya my body was akilling me from sitting on the floors n sleeping on air matties. sorry I guess Im gettin to damn old for that chit.
So inbetween all last week. we would go and get things here n there, and as we went we found more n more things damaged. like the way I had kitchen decorated all the stuff on the walls were burnt to the wall or melted to the wall, and sum stuff in there wasnt gonna b able ta get cleaned or saved. so little things here n there thru out the living and dining room we hadda throw out but nuttin bad ya know? and then came to little mans room we hadda throw out most of his things. which we found very odd, still do. but he was like mommy its ok! talk bout bringing the tears, acting all big boy and more okay with it than I was.
And I just have to say I give my boys 100000000000000000 kudo's thru out this entire ordeal. Because they had really stepped up Especially Michael, anyone who knows Michael will tell ya that boy dont like ta do anything, its like trying to pull teeth to get that boy to hepl otu around the house. but these last what 3 weeks he they both have been amazing. He would go back there sum days when Ed went by himself to help load the tahoe with stuff come here, clean organize, EVERYTHING!!!
I was like What happened to the Michael we know? please dont change ur new ways LOL.
And for most part hehasnt. He will go and do stuff like doing the dishes, helped with all the unpacking and fixing up the place just everything.. we kept saying ok the lightening strike is gonna hit us soon take cover LOL.

And then on top of all of this this passed monday their daddy left for deployment AGAIN! This is his 4th time! and as the boys get older the harder it is for them. So this month they have been thru so much!

And when daddy gets his R&R he's flying here spending that time with the boys. So they cannot wait. I am just so glad, that we all get along so well. Im sorry but u have to be especially for the boys ya know?
He always kid with his troops that he is so glad that he had a good divorce and not go thru the crap most of them have to go thru, when they r either going thru or went thru with their divorces.
We were always better as friends anywho. we were so not meant to get married. but we did and were blessed so everything happens for a reason!

Anywho this is what our month has been like!
And so sorry I done wrote a book about it here haha!
But wanted to say it one more time and post it here, and now Im done with it, lol cuz i so know most of yall are so sick about hearing about the fire lol.

Im just so grateful and blessed that were were looked after from above, both god and my dad!!!

Sorry havent been around....

2009-03-28T15:30:00.000-07:00

Been sick as a dog, and havent been in the mood to blog or anything.
Lets see whats new in my corner of the world? Hmm well trying ta get a house.
Even a fixer upper as long as payments r low enough for us to fix up then thats fine if not.
then gonna have to be move in ready. But just wanna get into a house period!! Hate these
apts. Ya know half of one building here in the complex burned out lil over a yr ago now I think.
They didnt knock all the way down n start over. I was appalled by that. just gutted it n rebuilt.
If sumone gets in there with kids with breathing problems or anything ta that nature are going to suffer big time. I just dont get it. so we r over it n ready to move. Not even gonna get into the countless floods here.
But we just want our own place ya know? i wanna start a lil veggie garden, I want a extra room so i can turn into craft room. I wanna paint n fix things up that i cant do here.
So ready to decorate do things I wanna do and what not that cannot do here.
ok done bitching moving ons...
Like I said sorry aint been around will try more

Hope everyone has a fabulous week!

Well

2009-01-31T23:19:00.000-08:00

Hopefully we will b getting a car here so,Im dying to start working and adding my share of the income, esp. now that they have cut all his overtime. Which we are still getting by, but would like to add. And most of all getting outta the durn house I dont care where I work whether it be a lab or nursing home again, if I canot to that to retail, fast food heck gas station I DONT CARE I need to get outta this house lol.
Only thing is that it will have to be same hours as Ed well lil later, cuz I gotta get Danny on the bus. But either daytime hours to graveyard shift. so it doesnt conflict if he has to get called into work.
Dunno if I wanna work dietart again in a n.h. cuz last one I had well the one I worked b4 I left for washington I was there 11 yrs and went from a temp pm nite dietary aide to Supervisor and was going to school for my FSD., licence. And then with my dad dying right b4 and all the stuff that happened down in florida to my ex re enlisting into the army, I was glad to leave it all behind me in one hand, lets just say i do better away from all the drama.
And I just couldnt deal with it it was gettin way way to much.

And other hand I have everything starting out for me and had a career choice I was working to educationally and then with the home office with the company. And i gave it all up. which sumtimes i regret n others im grateful and glad.
So do I want to go back to all that, and what I mean by that, is would I get hired as a Supervisor, and will they be able to put me into school so I can finish what I started. Or would i have to start from scratch again, I dont think I want to go back to start all over again. Makes sense? doesnt it?

And then when I was up in washington I started working in a lab, And I LOVED IT!!
But that was more night time n went thru graveyard. so cant do those areas and I would love to work daytime or all graveyard. Dunno just so frustrating, and then would I go into a completely direction all together.
So I got this all going thru my head, lol all I know I just wanna go back to work:)

uz randomess of the snow

2009-01-31T23:13:00.000-08:00

its been snowing here like crazy so I thought I would share sum of the pics :)

just like these turned out which dont happen very often with me LOL yes I did touch up with

softening it a lil bit

TGIF

2009-01-23T11:32:00.000-08:00

I am so glad this week is over with! And would love to look forward to the weekend, but we think Ed has to work on Saturday and Sunday. Which yes we were complaining about no OT and cuttin hours n what not and hes gettin them now. So one hand Im happy hes gettin the hours, other Im like, but i got use to him being home lol.
So who knows what the weekend will bring us.
But on a good note I found a set of tables for the living room on Craigslist dirt cheap and super nice and waiting to hear from the person when we can go look at them! :)
Cuz he just told me he didnt sale them yet.

Anyways gotta go put load of laundry in so I better get off here
Hope everyone has a great weekend:)

Any GH fans out there?

2009-01-22T12:25:00.000-08:00

This show has me soooooooo addicted, its not funny.
here are the 2 promos for the upcomings talk about intense! I know I know Im a nerd but so proud of it 2:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlWtmsSg-II&eurl=http://daytimeconfidential.com/spoilers/gh-spoilers&feature=player_embedded

#2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9Ndeh5P7Jo&eurl=http://daytimeconfidential.com/spoilers/gh-spoilers&feature=player_embedded

Eeek...

2009-01-22T05:39:00.000-08:00

So I have found this bookcase that i fell in love with on craigslist and its only 10 bucks, sooooooo cannot go wrong with that Im gonna restore it anyways. But now I am praying they dont sale it, and that I will be able to get it tomorrow, I will post pic later. I just decided to get on here and blog about it LOL.
Now crossing finners it doesn't get sold eeek!!

Now on my painting project just put on 2nd coat now waiting for it to dry and then either tonight or tomorrow night I'll sand my spots on it n put the antique'n top coat on it. I am sooooooooo glad that I had found Cindy and her MyRomanticHome site, and the tips on painting furniture, because I would of soooo messed it up lol.
So Cindy if you ever come around to my corner Thank You!!! :)

Now last night took my benedryl, because of the crazy allergies i have been having trying to put in the bud that I dont get sick again LOL, and it helps me to sleep so thats a plus... well not last night urg! I be layin on couch with laptop in my lap and started to get so seeeeeeeeeeeepy so wasnt going to play n mess that up so closed laptop and tried to go to sleep. yea that didnt happen =/ At all but then said uhh might as well get up n do sumtin. So went into kitchen n cleaned YaY not!! haha did all that got my chicken ready for tonight got coffee set up to brew for Ed. thought might as well do sumtin =/
Danny got on the bus 45 mins ago, so I sit here restless still cant go to seeeeeeps(yes i spelled it that way on purpose i make up my own magical words :) lol )

O I hope I get that bookcase LOL! yes still on the brain haha.

Well I shall b back laters

Started Painting...

2009-01-21T18:22:00.000-08:00

I have this egh wanna call it a bookcase type piece of furniture. One of Eds ole buds made us while we were still in ga. well he stained it n all. I have it in my room for storage.
Anyways been wanting to paint and antique it kinda sorta forever now, Ed had got me the supplies forever ago. Just never did anything with it.
Well I started it today gettin ready to get down there n put udder coat on it, and in the morning do my sanding in spots lol then top coat it i guess dunno what all I wanna do with it.
But wanna get my room started how I want it to look. Cant do so much here since we live in apt.(hope be outter here soon) but like my furniture n things, that I find or pick up here n there, I can start that process of it, right? yup!
Well Just wanted to get on here and post sumtin.
Now off ta painting:)

omg im a idiot

2009-01-21T18:20:00.000-08:00

I am such a idiot im sitting here tryin to blog since im soooooooooo bad at it right?
I ended up making an entire new blog spot for me =/. yes yes I know dork here I think I got it now LOL

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2008-10-30T16:25:00.000-07:00

I guess I can start out now! The weather is drastically changing, which I am enjoying very much.
The gas prices continue to go down, which is freakin AWESOME!!
That means possible road trip this weekend. Which I have been dying to do.
I am in serious need to take sum fall pics. Been wanting to do that since we have been in Indiana, for the past 2 yrs.
Ed is trying to get into the USAG. He had stopped trying for a couple years trying to focus on everything here. So now we are back to that. Which in away I'm with, because we so need that sign on bonus to pay off car, and sum bills.
But then again Im not because I do not want him to go to Iraq at all!
I dont know what or how I would be if he has to get deployed, since all my family are in Florida. And all my friends are scattered across the US. But not one here in Indianapolis with me. So no type of support system what so ever, so that sucks.
Well I guess for now that should be it.
If we are able to road trip it this weekend I will post sum pics :)