Sunday, August 8, 2010

summer is almost over....

My boys are home now!!!!

They got back this passed thursday they have been with their dad since end of May!
So its been a long summer without them! They are still trying to adjust. They miss thier
dad soooooo much. Hes in the army and just got back from Iraq and stationed up state ny.
and we live in Indianapolis, In., so it is hard for them! And now he is moving to Hawaii.
And my oldest wants to move with him! :( he is going into the 10th grade and gonna be 16.
So its hard for me to tell him no!
So the end of this school yr. I told him if he does well he can move with his dad next summer.
Now little man dont know how to take that, cuz hes his fathers clone lol. and he wants to move 2 :(
So when he turns 14 if he still wants to live with daddy he can! :(
Hopefully by that time he will ( their dad)  will be stationed sumwhere close!
One can only hope and pray!
And it just makes it that much harder for me! Cuz in one hand I feel they dont love me!
which I know they do. But its still hard!
They are with me day in and day out every single day. So I know how much they miss their daddy. But its still hard!
They are my babies!! No matter how old they get they will always be my babies!!!
I dunno anywho I think this is it for me tonight its almost 1am
and I need to get sum sleep cuz I have to b at the doctors first thing in the mornign
so I better get sum sleep!!