Well

Hopefully we will b getting a car here so,Im dying to start working and adding my share of the income, esp. now that they have cut all his overtime. Which we are still getting by, but would like to add. And most of all getting outta the durn house I dont care where I work whether it be a lab or nursing home again, if I canot to that to retail, fast food heck gas station I DONT CARE I need to get outta this house lol.
Only thing is that it will have to be same hours as Ed well lil later, cuz I gotta get Danny on the bus. But either daytime hours to graveyard shift. so it doesnt conflict if he has to get called into work.
Dunno if I wanna work dietart again in a n.h. cuz last one I had well the one I worked b4 I left for washington I was there 11 yrs and went from a temp pm nite dietary aide to Supervisor and was going to school for my FSD., licence. And then with my dad dying right b4 and all the stuff that happened down in florida to my ex re enlisting into the army, I was glad to leave it all behind me in one hand, lets just say i do better away from all the drama.
And I just couldnt deal with it it was gettin way way to much.

And other hand I have everything starting out for me and had a career choice I was working to educationally and then with the home office with the company. And i gave it all up. which sumtimes i regret n others im grateful and glad.
So do I want to go back to all that, and what I mean by that, is would I get hired as a Supervisor, and will they be able to put me into school so I can finish what I started. Or would i have to start from scratch again, I dont think I want to go back to start all over again. Makes sense? doesnt it?

And then when I was up in washington I started working in a lab, And I LOVED IT!!
But that was more night time n went thru graveyard. so cant do those areas and I would love to work daytime or all graveyard. Dunno just so frustrating, and then would I go into a completely direction all together.
So I got this all going thru my head, lol all I know I just wanna go back to work:)